我回来了

我终于都回来了
离开了这个发泄心情的地方好久了
今天我会来了
带回来的心
还是如往的伤感
最令我绝望及心痛的
是曾经最喜欢的管乐团

我变了
变得不再像是我所认识的我了
每次上联课时 都在烦恼着section pratice 不要发生
结果还是section pratice 了
不知从何时何刻开始
管乐团里 不 应该说 在trumpet section 里
不再存在着我的真心笑容
每次脸上的笑都是为了应酬
现在 我终于明白为什么那么多人退团了
明年 我也是会和你们一样
我要退团 这次是真的了
以前还一直放不下管乐团
因为那里还存在着少许的美梦
至少 那时我还没下定决心要放弃
这次 已下定决心了
现在 那里存在的 不再是美梦
而是 深深的厌恶 足以掩埋一个人
心理上的那到疤痕 是永远都补不回的伤口
这一切就让它这样结束或许是最好的选择

long time__many days__no post

many days have past

long time no post

i have back

i'm still trying to forget him

i'm still trying no to thinking about him

but why?

i still can't forget him

i still can't stop thinking about him

am i a stupid or a loser?

i just hate myself

y won't i forget about that stupid relationship

i keep telling myself to let it go but i can't

all i hope

is to let go that stupid useless relationship

time always keep running and running

very fast

i have go in to a new life---junior 2

i'm sure that junior 2 is harder and busier

just the first week of school i have got a job to done

later i have more things to worry about

math science sejarah geografi chinese and other

ahh~!!

gonna be crazy already

i wonder what will happen if i go to junior 3 or senior

i think i'll die already

well look like my class---j2e is still same as always

although one of us can't go to junior with us

i feel quite sad when we know that he can't go to junior with us

but now

we are like that a normal thing already

coz during every recess

he will come to our class and playing with us

hope he will like 10'1e

this year my curriculum---band orchestra got a lot of new student

well hope they are not like the new student in 09

hope u all will join then us like a happy family

well we are a family right?

hope this year will be better and happier

friends wish u all the best in 2010

8天__7夜__云南之旅__

没云的蓝天
永远是春的城市
被高山围绕的城市
云南
我来了！！！
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旅途的第一天
我和石林见面了
高大威猛的石林
造型古怪的石林
很美啊~~~
石林
我爱你~~~

yahoo~~~
晚餐到咯~
抱着满肚子的期望
等待着美味的晚餐
0_0我看到我的晚餐了...
哇哇 哇哇 哇~~!!!
差不多全部都是辣的烈~!
惨咯~
今晚要吃杯面了

很辛苦的"吭"玩晚餐
我们去了一"条"街
地上有上百个虎字
从甲骨文到现代文
我还看到......
很够多Auntie在跳舞
她们跳得"好"看到__

回酒店咯~
酒店还不错一下的~
只是他的厕所
漏水的!!!

就酱~~~
第一天完了~
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旅途的第二天
我和阿卢古洞见面咯~
里面美到~~
无法形容
就skip啦~
哈哈哈
lazy to write了
to be continue
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